Baa baa white Sheep, have you any soul
No sir, no sir, love is cruel
Guns for the master, none for the slave
Done for, the children who are beaten to be saved

Vote for the snake-oil wolfpack betrayer
Who adopts the flock into his basket of salvation slayers
March into a lockstep, scripture-pounding herd
And slander all who challenge such abuses of the word.

God forgive the foolish ones who followed with their family
Into the mouth of Babylon's crusade into calamity
Jesus said forgive and be forgiven for your sins
But what about the ones who store the seeds of hell within.

Baa Baa white sheep, have you any shame
No sir, no sir, only blame.

Death is just a self-preservation incentive. Once you're dead, there's no longer any need of an incentive to preserve a self that's passed. Then, you're everyone (because who are you now that money, time and self-presentation are obsolete, and *where* are you, exactly? Nowhere. Anywhere.,. Everywhere.)

There is no death, only the memory of once having been driven by fear of what no longer has any meaning besides that one. This actually happens in the last moments of awareness as ego dissolves into unconsciousness, infinitesimally expanding perception of time to infinity and place to everywhere at once, the fourth dimension finally perceived without the aid of psychedelics, which are an excellent tool for overcoming fear of death as well as addiction and self-limitation in any form.

This is the meaning of the New Testament's assertion that death will be overturned and everyone perpetually in glorious magnificent harmony in heaven. There is no need for supernatural causes, only a reframing of traditional concepts of spiritual truth.

Even demons exist, on a non-supernatural level. Demonic possession is an actual experience. It's not an "excuse" for behavior (though it could be falsely claimed as a causal feature), it's a socio-psychological phenomenon misunderstood as beyond causal chains of influence in a natural world. Much of the Bible is true, just not true on a literal level, and greatly misunderstood by most of its adherents.

Autists are evaluated as having no human feeling, and that is wrong. They have human feeling on a *global* and instinctual level that is not constrained by artificial historicultural boundaries. They'll die for stray animals and stand up for kids. They won't stand up for themselves or compete for economic advantage. Society betrays them, and keeps letting them fall into traps that ruin them. Fuck you society. Fuck you so much. And I love you, people in society. I'm not sure how to reconcile it, but the Tao, and me, and you, and everyone, will resolve it. One balancing means or another. Let' us make it a healthier balance than the others I see as likely if we let it slide any longer.

Several issues:

1. Societal indifference to the plight of people written off as "dropouts", "criminals", "troublemakers", "thugs" and "whores".

2. PTSD and other mental health issues unaddressed in prison and police systems.

3. Sociopathy. There are cabals of sociopathic cops. Often racist and viciously misogynistic. They do so much damage over time that the entire police force is regarded as corrupt and evil.

4. Good cops need a TON of support. They get what's happening. They're scared, and they're alone because they can't experience solidarity with either police as an aggregate or the public. Back them up. Give them the support they need, compare notes, triangulate and overcome the psychopaths. Fast. We're running out of time.

I like Hillary as a human being and I have friends who see her as nothing more than the human face of the war machine. I hate the war machine, I love Hillary's campaign, how it's taking on most serious threat to the planet since Hitler (yes, literally Hitler. I've never cried wolf. This is my first wolf-cry. He's Hitler. Or a mentally ill zombie narcissist whose mind virus keeps him from doing anything other than becoming the American face of hyper-fascism in order to preserve his secrets).

I like Hillary as a person and I like Chelsea Clinton even more than her mom because she's such a good activist for things I agree with, and obviously a human. I can tell humans from zombies, and Trump is a zombie, along with all his clones and influences, who are worse than neocons because they are the neocons' neocons, the cream of the crop for instigating unendable nuclear war.

I hate the war machine, and some of my friends identify her with the war machine as if she could just unravel it with a wave of her hand without making a mess even bigger than the current one we've been making since before Reagan.

Arms sales to the Saudis, banana regimes, Vietnam and the Cold War, the arming of Jihadists against the Soviets (that might have been justified, actually, since they were really fighting for their homeland and religious rights at that point), the suppression of Arab socialism, the best alternative to radical Jihadism, some good steps toward an Israeli-Palestinian peace treaty and then funding the Israelis one-sidedly when it broke down and looking the other way at settler violence... we've done a lot of horrendously evil things as a nation and turned out backs to those harmed by it. We've never owned that, and I hate it because it keeps us from being all that we are, being SEEN for who we are, and making the world a truly peaceful place with justice for all. What is justice?

To me, justice is everyone doing their best to override the zombie march of clones driven by historical ghosts before they ruin us all. They are not human beings, they are spirits of once-unifying symbols and belief systems gone stale and empty-headed, exploited by the self-serving and used to justify harmful acts of patriotism and religious absolutism. Whatever makes that possible and stops the swarming mobs of psychopaths, manipulators, cheats and one-sided scolds, is justice, That's morality.

It's the 60's again. We're up to it. We know what love is, and we think hella-smart when we have to. We can overcome. We'll have to give up some pride and certainty, and allow for others to be wrong without wronging them as persons. We're able to evolve spiritually or psychologically, move ourselves into a position of determination and openness to manifold perspectives instead of just one unjustly justice-oriented opinion multiplied into exponential hell by slicing out and splicing in third-hand views of parties involved in this equation. There is no alternative. We shall overcome, as a once-revered prophet said, back in the springtime of revived American consciousness.

I went to a meeting of Toastmasters, and it was a really interesting experience. They did the Pledge and I sat, and my heart actually pounded a little, one of the guys there is a Marine and I didn't know if they were ultra-fundamentalist or just conventionally patriotic. But it was an enjoyable meeting and I'm considering becoming a member.

The Marine said he agreed with my decision on the grounds of free choice, and told a story of wearing his uniform to some happening and how he told someone he wore it to show respect and honor for the military person the event was for, and a Navy soldier who wasn't wearing his uniform got mad and said "So you think I'm NOT giving respect because I'm not in my uniform?" He answered, "I'm not saying anything about you, it's your choice, I'm not interested in taking that away from you, just because I'm showing respect one way doesn't mean you aren't doing it in your own way."

He's a math tutor and another intuitive, so I'm definitely going to hang out with him again. People you get to know when fear doesn't stop you. I was invited to talk for a minute extemporaneously and they were really impressed, I talked about how I like going into different environments and learning about people and how to bridge differences with empathic dialogue. One woman said it was brave of me to speak at my first meeting, I guess a lot of people don't do it but I've been in "sure why not" mode for a while. I love my weird life.

Narcissists think *you* think you're special if you refuse their agenda.
A Vice Principal in high school said "you're nothing special" to me when I refused to shower after gym class because I was being bullied and for some weird reason didn't want to be naked around guys who were harrassing me behind the coach's back. I dropped out later because I was just done with authoritarian environments where cruelty and indifference were the culture and anyone without a clique was either invisible or a target.
Dropping out led me to meet the most amazing people who were like me, allergic to authoritarian sociopathic crucibles. Almost all my friends are poor, but they're pretty sane and seem to be much happier than anyone under obligation and stress from hierarchical passive-aggressive narcissists.